YOU ROCK MY WORLD

YOU ROCK MY WORLD

 width=A forbidden rockstar romance

One night trapped with Rian Phoenix, and Josie learns the headlines can’t always be trusted. She walks away, determined to keep her distance. A year later, she’s back in his orbit, juggling secrets, chemistry, and her career. Some risks are worth taking—but this one might cost everything.  

What I love most about this book: All the forbidden moments they share and the moment that fist kiss finally breaks the dam…

   

All tropes: CELEBRITY ROMANCE, Workplace romance, FORBIDDEN ROMANCE

This story was sparked by a dream so vivid, it felt less like sleeping and more like watching a movie I didn’t want to end.

In this dream, a woman hid away in the study of a Hollywood mansion, trying to escape a party she never wanted to attend. She was scanning the bookshelves, plotting her exit strategy, when he appeared—a man she was supposed to admire from a distance like everyone else, not run into twice by accident. Now, he’s blocking the doorway, looking directly at her with a smirk and saying, “Hello, stranger.”

That was it. That’s all the dream gave me. But it was enough.

I needed to know who she was, why she was avoiding him, and what history made his voice send a chill down her spine and heat up everything else. One question led to another, until a full story unfolded—one about inconvenient timing, magnetic pull, and one woman’s very bad habit of falling for the one man she absolutely should not want.

What she doesn’t know when he walks in? He’s not married anymore. (Main characters cheating isn’t a trigger warning here, don’t worry.)

Keep reading if you want to check out chapter one and dive right in.

I hope you fall for this story the way I did—helplessly, shamelessly, and all at once. You Rock My World comes out September 11 and is now available to pre-order at your favorite retailer.

Happy reading,

Camilla

You Rock My World – Chapter One

Josie

Hello, stranger.”

The deep, masculine voice rolls down my spine, spreading the chill of an ice cube and the burn of a branding iron. My back stiffens, yet I hold still. I don’t turn right away.

I keep facing the desk, surveying the endless shelves in the study. The books belong to tonight’s host, someone I’ve never met—same goes for the rest of the guests. What possessed me to come to this party? I should’ve told my date no. But he seemed so stoked to be invited to a private Hollywood bash that I reluctantly agreed to tag along. But no good deed goes unpunished, and now I’ve got my reckoning waiting behind me.

I inhale deeply, exhale, and finally face the owner of that voice. But no amount of controlled breathing can prepare me for the man standing before me, the one who haunts my dreams, turning them into hopeless nightmares.

Rian Phoenix—rockstar, actor, sex icon of my generation.

I fix on a point past his shoulder, not to take him in all at once. Staring at him directly is as dumb as looking at the sun. But my evasive moves are pointless. His charisma assaults me from every direction, pulling my gaze toward him like iron to a magnet.

Giving up, I scan the fitted dark T-shirt that clings to his frame tightly enough to prompt indecent thoughts. The ripped black jeans so worn, they might’ve been through every world tour with him. They fit him as a second skin tailored by time. I take inventory of the silver necklace that peeks out from under the T-shirt, the leather cuff at his wrist, and the chain that dangles from his belt loop, catching the light to reveal its wear and scratches.

His boots are scuffed but expensive. And topping it all off, he’s wearing a jet-black leather jacket—lightweight, probably some designer I can’t pronounce—that hangs open, making him look even cooler.

His raven-black hair falls past his chiseled cheekbones in untamed waves. But it’s his icy-blue eyes, now laser-focused on me, that melt my internal organs a million times faster in person than they do from behind a movie screen or from across an arena packed with thousands of people. Because yes, I’m that pathetic and went to one—okay, three—of his concerts.

“Hi,” I squawk.

He tilts his head. “Is it my impression, or have you been snubbing me all night?”

I stare at the door that he’s blocking with his imposing frame. Yep, we’re alone and Rian Phoenix is cutting off my only escape route.

Turns out, hiding in here wasn’t the genius survival plan I thought it was. I should’ve stuck to a “blend in the crowd” approach. Easier to slip away. But now he’s found me, and the game is up.

For the first time since I spotted him across the living room, I let myself take his features in, embrace the full force of his burning star. I allow my eyes to roam the planes of his face. The sharp curve of his jawline shadowed by stubble I wouldn’t mind nuzzling against. His strong, straight nose that adds to the intensity of his expression, while the cute scrunch of his brows keeps him from being truly intimidating. And then there’s that lopsided grin, pointed right at me, fully weaponized and ready to finish me off.

His eyes crinkle, making the whole of him impossible to withstand.

“I… I didn’t think you’d remember me,” I finally say.

He arches a skeptical eyebrow at that.

“I mean, you must meet so many people. You can’t remember all of them.”

“I meet a lot of people, yeah.” He crosses his arms over his toned chest and leans a shoulder against the doorframe. “I don’t get stuck in elevators for ten hours with many of them.” A pause, that smirk again. “You made a lasting impression, Josie Monroe.”

All I can say for myself is that I keep my mouth shut and don’t squawk again, or make any other embarrassing sounds, or faint—even if I’m most definitely swooning.

“Were you really not going to say hi?” he asks in that millions-of-records-sold voice of his.

I give him the slightest headshake.

He narrows his eyes, but he’s still smiling as he accuses, “So, you were snubbing me.”

“No.” I cringe in embarrassment. “More like strategically avoiding you?”

His blue eyes widen at the admission. “Why?”

It’s a simple question, and I should be able to brush it off nonchalantly, but I can’t. I don’t really know him, but it feels like I do, and like he knows me in return. Which makes no sense—it’s as illogical as it was that night we spent locked up together. And even if it’s been a year, it seems like no time has passed at all. As if the intimacy of being trapped alone has never left us even these many months later.

So, I go with the truth, like always for him. “You’re still too hot and too married.”

His jaw tenses, ticks, but it’s only a moment before the clench is released and his entire posture relaxes. “It must be some serious hotness to cause such a flight response.”

I smile at that. “Said the world-famous rockstar slash actor who every teenage girl on the planet has a poster of in their bedrooms.”

The teasing smile is back. “Every single one? I thought a few still went for Harry Styles, no?”

And now I’m full-on laughing. And see, this is the problem. Because since I got stuck in an elevator with this man a year ago, I’ve been madly, irrationally, hopelessly in love with him. And not the mega star, Rian Phoenix, who women all over the world fantasize about. No, much worse, because I’m in love with Dorian. The sarcastic, unapologetic, goofy, and still sexy-as-hell man behind the fame. The real him.

“Okay,” I concede. “We can settle for half the teenagers on the planet.”

“If you’re trying to avoid me, why come to a party for the release of my latest movie?” He changes the subject, taking me off guard. As if I needed to be any more off-kilter in his presence.

“I thought you’d still be on tour.”

“I’m on a break between cities.” His expression gets inscrutable. Now he must think I’ve been full-on stalking him, which I pretty much did, but he doesn’t need to know that.

“Missy mentioned something about Arlington the other day at the general staff meeting.”

The company I work for does his public relations. I’m not on his account, my colleague, Missy, is. And thank goodness for that, or I would’ve lost my marbles a long time ago.

“I wasn’t drunk,” Dorian says on the defensive, referring to my Arlington comment.

“I know,” I tell him. “The press are jerks sometimes.”

He studies me, his too-perceptive eyes seeing more than I care for him to see. So, I panic and blurt, “I should go back to my date.”

Now both his eyebrows disappear under his unruly fringe.

“You’re on a date?”

“First date, actually.” I cross the room toward him, hoping Dorian will scoot and let me disappear into the safety of the crowds.

No such luck. He doesn’t budge an inch, so now we’re also standing too close for comfort.

“And how’s that going?” he asks in a blank tone I can’t interpret.

It’s going nowhere. Not after this little reminder of how a man’s eye on me should make my skin burn without a single touch and cause my heart to stutter violently in my chest.

But this man—icon, legend, idol?—is already taken and I’m no home-wrecker, so I paste a fake smile on my face and deliver an even more false answer. “It’s going great, super, in fact.”

Without a word, Dorian steps aside, his features carved in stone.

I’m beginning to hope I’ve made it out of this interaction alive, with my heart in one solid piece—maybe with only a few small cracks spreading, but still mostly beating fine—when Dorian’s parting salvo catches me as I brush past him.

“Do you always hide alone in a room on great first dates?”

   

Read chapter one of my new novel!

Dear Book Lovers,

I’m thrilled to share a preview of my brand-new Christmas rom-com, This Is Not a Holiday Romance.
I don’t know about you, but I’m so ready for the hot weather to be over and for sweaters season to arrive. If you’d like to enjoy a little second-hand chill (albeit with sizzle) from the pages of a book, please enjoy chapter one of this snowed-in rom-com, happy reading!

holiday romance

Chapter One

Nina

I’m about to drop a bag of popcorn in the microwave ready for a rom-com marathon with my roommates when my phone pings with a message from my brother.

Dylanosaur:
My dearest sister

Oof. With that opening, he’s sure about to ask for something I’d rather clean my entire house with a toothbrush than agree to. Nuh-uh. I’m already wearing my pajamas ready for 90s Hugh Grant and bed, nothing more.

Nina:
Whatever you’re about to ask, the answer’s no

Dylanosaur:
Please. I’m stuck with one hand down the garbage disposal and I need you to come rescue me

I try to picture all the scenarios of how Dylan might’ve gotten into that predicament, but give up just as quickly. I don’t want to know.

Nina:
Can’t your angelic roommate save you?

And by angelic, I mean spawn of Satan devil incarnate.

Dylanosaur:
Tristan is away on a business trip
Pretty please?

I stare longingly at the freeze-screen of the classic holiday movie I was about to watch with my roommates and sigh.

Nina:
On my way

Dylanosaur:
I knew you were my favorite sister

Nina:
I’m your only sister
P.S. Lucky you had your phone on you before you got stuck

Dylanosaur:
Actually, I’m dictating. My phone is in the living room

Nina:
Is your phone’s virtual assistant reading my answers aloud to you?

Dylanosaur:
Yes

Nina:
Alexa, please play Justin Bieber’s latest album at top volume

I smirk, imagining my brother shouting a counter order to be heard over the music. With a sigh, I drop the still-closed bag of popcorn back into the box and prepare to tell my roommates movie night is over for me.

“How long is that popcorn taking?” Hunter asks, as if on cue.

I exit the kitchen and find her kneeling on the couch, her hands on the backrest, straining her neck to check what I’m doing. Her wavy dark hair frames her face as she balances at a weird angle.

“Roomies,” I announce, stepping fully into the living room. “I’m sorry, but I’m going to have to call a raincheck on rom-com night.”

“No, why?” Rowena asks. The light catches on her glasses as she looks up from her phone, her chestnut braid swaying with the movement.

“I have to go save my idiot brother from himself.”

Hunter’s eyes get a little brighter at the mention of Dylan. “What happened?” she probes, her curiosity thinly masked.

“He’s trapped himself in the garbage disposal,” I explain, putting away my phone and pulling on a puffer jacket.

“Can’t the Prince of Darkness save him?”

I chuckle at Rowena’s use of our favorite nickname for my brother’s evil roommate. “On a business trip, the useless prick.” I ready myself to brave the cold, pulling on my Uggs over my pajamas. “If I hurry, I can be back in time to watch the movie.”

“You’re going in your PJs?” Rowena questions, pushing her glasses up the bridge of her nose.

“Yep, it’s only a couple of blocks. I’m not getting dressed again.”

“We should go with you,” Hunter suggests eagerly.

I frown. “Why would you want to go out in the freezing cold?”

“Your brother and the Prince of Darkness have a huge TV,” Hunter explains, blushing slightly.

“And they have premium cable,” Rowena interjects. “We could watch something new, instead of rewatching Love Actually for the millionth time. It’s only a couple of blocks, as you said.”

“Plus, you shouldn’t walk around the city alone at night,” Hunter insists.

“It’s decided,” Rowena declares “We’re moving the pajama party to your brother’s place.”

Dylan will be grumpy about the home invasion, but he’s the one who needs rescuing. I shrug. “Let’s go.”


I use my spare set of keys—the fact that I have them irks the Prince of Darkness to no end and is also why I’ll never give them back—to let myself into my brother’s building.

I know I’m in trouble when we step out of the elevator and hear the distant notes of a Justin Bieber song. The volume intensifies as we reach the corner unit—because my brother, the investment banker, and the Prince of Darkness, CEO of an evil tech corporation (I don’t really understand what his fintech company does but it must be something wicked if he runs it) live in the most expensive apartment on the top floor. Which, with New York’s real estate prices, would still have been impossible even with their fancy jobs. But Tristan’s father, probably Satan himself, gifted the place to his little mini demon as a graduation present. Dylan pays him a lowball rent, and they split expenses.

As I unlock the door and step into the apartment, the decibel level of the song becomes unbearable. I dash into the wide-open space, all modern furniture and wall-wide windows, trying to locate a shutoff button. From his half-reclining position over the sink, my brother stares murder at me but still points with his free hand to the smart speaker assistant on the shiny crystal coffee table.

When I pulled the prank on Dylan, I hadn’t expected him not to be able to shut off the album. But I didn’t consider that the sound system in Satan’s lair is concert-level loud. Dylan’s bad for his poor taste in roommates.

To make the music stop, I have to physically grab the speaker, bring the AI out in the hall, and impart the instructions where she can hear me. When I come back, Dylan is being interrogated by Rowena on the dynamics of his accident while Hunter just stares at him, lost in some sort of trance.

“I dropped my ring,” Dylan explains.

I roll my eyes as I remove my outer layers and pull my natural dark blonde hair up in a topknot. I hate that stupid ring. When my brother and the Prince of Darkness won the basketball national championship in their senior year at Duke, it was all anyone could talk about—for months. Over and over, I had to listen to how many blocks Dylan pulled off, how many shots from three Tristan sunk, and what a glorious game it was. One that I was forced to witness in person, to show my sisterly supportiveness. I wouldn’t have minded if it were only Dylan playing. But having to stomach number 666 swagger through the entire two halves, making acrobatic dunks, and sending more than one cheerleader to the emergency room with fainting spells was just too much—666 definitely wasn’t Tristan’s number, but that’s how I like to remember it.

I roll up the sleeves of my pajama top and step into the kitchen, beaming at my brother. “So, what do you want me to do?”

Dylan glares at me. “You left me in Bieber hell for half an hour. I’m going to strangle you the second I get free.”

Keeping a safe distance, I hop onto the black marble counter—black souls must come with black fixtures. “I’m glad you brought that up in advance, dearest brother, so we can negotiate the terms of your release.”

“Nina, I swear—”

“Hush, hush… here are my terms.” I count off my fingers. “I get an immediate pardon for the Bieber incident—I’m sorry, by the way, I didn’t know your speakers could produce a sonic boom.”

Dylan stares daggers at me but nods.

“I’m going to need verbal confirmation.”

“Apology accepted,” he grits out. Not like he has a choice. “And what else?”

“Me and the girls get to watch a movie of our choosing on your superior appliances and cable service.”

“Yeah, why did you bring the entire cheer squad?” He pushes his fringe of blond hair—unfairly lighter than mine—out of his face.

“We’re here for protection,” Hunter squeals a bit too loud. “Couldn’t let your sister walk alone in the middle of the night.”

“It’s not the eighties,” Dylan protests.

“They’re here for the premium streaming, mostly. Do you accept our terms?”

My brother’s eyes gleam with playful spite. “Next time one of your toilets clogs and you don’t know what to do, I’m going to have so much fun telling you to call a plumber.”

I cock my head. “Do you wish me to add unlimited plumbing support as a provision?”

“No. I take the deal.”

“Perfect.” I hop off the counter. “You gals pick a movie while I solve this.”

“Do you have popcorn?” Hunter asks my brother.

“Second cabinet to the left.”

She finds the snacks and pops them into the microwave—also black. “Thanks.”

“How do I free you?” I ask Dylan.

“There’s a toolbox under the sink in the laundry room. You’re going to need to unscrew the disposal from underneath.”

That’s how, ten minutes later, I end up with a deluge of triturated, decomposing, wet refuse on my chest. “Ew.” I emerge from under the sink. “You owe me big time for this brother, big time.”

“The Bieber thing makes us even,” Dylan says, massaging his wrist.

“I’m going to need a shower.”

“Be quick,” Hunter calls from where they’re nestled on the gigantic sectional couch. “We want to watch the movie.”

“Trust me, no one wants to be rid of this garbage faster than me.”

I step out of the kitchen, wiping my dirty hands on my already ruined flannel PJ top, and freeze when I hear a key turn in the front door’s lock.

I’m still frozen in place when the Prince of Darkness enters the apartment and finds me standing in his living room with sewage running down my chest and smelling like the aftermath of a skunk convention.

Two sworn enemies, snowed in over Christmas with chemistry that will melt the ice!

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